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Life isnt fair

My mom fell ill she stoped eating to the point where she was just skin and bones sh sat on a chair and only drank water never slept unless to the point of exhaustion my unlce also know as the bad guy took my mom to the hospital they explain everything to the doctor but instead of helping my mother they drugged her water and she drank it somebody at the hospital saw but thy couldn't do anything about it as she also needed this job. My life started to crumble little by little it was hard for me to make friends whenever my mom did my hair i had hope that she would come back to us she never did we bearly even talked my oldest sister went to college when i was about 7 my sister 2nd oldest was in and out of the hospitale constantly due to her heart problems we were in a financial problem so much so we had to result to stealing spam and luncheon meat it was what we would eat every single day it go so bad to the point where cps had to get invloved we were able to get ride of them thankfully my auntie came to visite us tried to get us to live over there with her but my mother didnt like that originally there plan was to get me over there since im the youngest my 2nd older sister went there instead there she met her boyfriend she is now currently living with. Then the pandemic hit i was so wrecked up there was nobody takening care of me keep in mind im in 6 grade going on to 7 the only reason we had a place to stay was because to the covide. Eventually my sister got caught stealing. I was depressed so bad i got over weight barely went outside on the computer all day everyday hygiene complety depleted i got the nick name stinky at school i cant remeber the last time i was ever called my name it was always stinky "oh where's stinky she was just right here" epidemic lowerd and we were evicted from out apartment i was in after school this is when my mom finally snapoed out of her manic episode and got a grip we got a motel with just me and my sister and mother my friend saw me on the side of the road with my clothes in a basket i told the i wad moving fr they asked moving or wete you evicted they already knew but id rather have saved my face them tell them my business we stayed with relatives i came off as a rude child they were a sivle modern christen family they liked my sister so much they kept her and kicked us out o admitted i did som wrong deeds i stole lied i cant helo but think maybe if i was usefull we could have stayed for more than 8 months i remebr hating my mother but just nos realising what she has dont for and ungrateful brat like my they sent there childern to spy on me and they not longer wanted there child to be around me soon after we left the people we were liv8ng with previously told our current person what i was doing i thought the wonan who took us in would be nicer better but she constantly degraded so much so to the point where i cant defend mself when im being wrongly accused i just give up and end up taking the blame i now have cripling anxiety alays worrying about what other think worrying about pleaseing other people. The lady did just tsrgeted me but also my mother shes been throught some tought times but shes getting back up on her feet she would often call my mothr crazy and publicly humiliate us th shame was to great for me to bear but i kept quite later sh kicked us out yelled in my face to get out of her house like wtf yiu yelling at a kid you've no shame i was under a lot of stress but my mother wouldnt leave the house bc she saw thriught the lady's tricks she wouldnt let us use her phone to search up where the nearest bus was but she wanted to drop us off at a supermarket but instead to us back to our previous place of residency where my sister was i remeber begging her to stay out here with me bc i was so scared i didnt know what to do i needed help i was all but a little child struggling out in a world i didnt even know about i felt so lost s helpless and i hated that my mother was being cussed out and i couldnt do anything so now we went to my mother sisters my aunt our current place of residency here i have felt loved cared for i made such amazing friend i would never give away back there i never had that i would do anything to keep them close anything even if it means pulling strings in the back round if i have to i must and i will but my auntie is agressive. I just want this to be over what if i just end it all it would sure as hell solve a bunch of problems i csnt hurt myself so i starve myself barely eating somedays an not eating the other i want this to all end where i wont have to rely on ppl anymore where i dont have to be treated like a lesser being just for living in somebodys elses house but no im going to learn how to stick up for myself using my anxiety as an excuse will only go so far an im not always going to be somebody back me up and speaking for me no because this year im choosing to be strong
Posted By Weeballday May 20, 2023
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